to be and not to be

by walterdoege

to be…a bee…beauty is on me…not to be…a bee…the honey I taste…so good!…honeymoon in a blue colourful sky..writing a letter for my song…a lyrics I find some words…most of the time…I play my blues…on my sailing boat I have my piano…pianissimo I play some blues…music I play for you…too…for me…too…most of the time I forgive myself…most of the time I get…most of the time I can forgive…bauty of joy…all I see…in the sea…a blue colourful water…I stand in a beach…sea and sand…nor sea nor sand…for a while a bird sings…some soft blues…I am not solo in singing a song for me…no one is hearing but me…I hear…the song of the blues…I play my blues…in my keyboard…pieces of will…pieces of living…then I go…to my unknown  destiny…no purpose…no goal…just sailing…in my loving…boat…blue…the colour of my blues