a little closer

by walterdoege

I feel the people should stay a little closer…yesterday I have my piano class…playing music is somehow loving…playing music is performatic…and when after the begin I can get a musical clue…i continue turnarouding with improvisation…time out…space out…music is a way for me to express me…as writing too…improvisation lasts for ten or more minutes…the end occurs with almost no control of myself…a good music session…after I attend to a concert for a musician that passed away last month…I care him a lot…in the night club I encountered other people, other musicians, the main band without him…I palyed solo ‘blowing in the wind’, and my performance was good, sounded like a breake in a difficult atmosphere…some people get attention…some people not…my intention was take the people closer,but it was difficult…I perceive some people listening, having to take a break and listen…after I get out of eletric piano and returned to my chair and once more I feel how people need to to stay close and feel fear from this…I attended to this concert in memory of him and in memory of days gone by…I feel that people can stay a little closer for share and ) perceived once more how it is difficult…how it is difficult to stay a little closer…not so much…a little closer…loving remains on a closer ground, the club, and more: the will to stay toghether, and this will I didn’t feel…I played my music, I share music, and i hope something stay in each who listen…listen is difficult, an open dialogue is almost impossible…so, I came to my home perceiving on the streets the winter…cold…almost non person on the streets…I turn on the radio and at some time i watch the full moon in a transparent atmosphere like a source of warmth in this cold night…and I feel me good, I do my music and share my feelings…people can stay a little closer…loving is a sweet free path for all who perceives the need for goodness, joy and loving…please, a little closer to oneself, a little closer to love