a letter to my daughter

by walterdoege

we share a dinner at saturday night…you came to stay with me…and I am so happy with this gift!…our share…instants of love and loving…you could write to me…you could pick up a phone and speak with me…you could send me an email…your choice for share some moments with me is a special gift…you are well…you are so beautiful…your kindness and gently presence is a deep sentiment beating on me…as always…and this letter is for tell you what we talked lively…it’s your time to be a mother…you are full of love…you feel this vocation to be a mother…so listen to this vocation…and after listen to me…I am so joyful to be a grandfather again…your sister is already mother of two little boys…you already feel how life is worthy, and being a mother is share life…no matter what is life…we know life is so short!…it’s time to surrender to life vocation…no matter about future…future is invention and in despite of all, a child is the future…far beyond words, a child is always trust in love…you are a woman, you feel the will to be mother…be!…I can tell you that thinking about is of no importance…thinking must be only a tool…in each kiss, in each holding, a piece of reason…little piece….be mother is not a matter of thinking…be mother is a matter of the heart…your husband is a good man…it’s rare a good husband…you are a good wife…it’s rare a good wife…utmost, you are a good woman, a good person…and this choice is a choice from the soul… let love guide yourself…love guides me…you feel…and, dear daughter, each of us must buid the future…in despite of danger and uncertainity, be a mother is a loving surrender…you know how I emphasize love as the human core, and loving as love in action, love in movement…we, human beings, we are never ready for living…and even, we are never ready for the last goodbye…a home is a house with baby’s parfum, cooking in the kitchen, cofee and tea for simply living the simple one…this simple one is loving…it’s time to make this transformation…to build this transformation…and this time is a choice and a desire based invention…a lovely decision…more than a choice, a decision…living offers no point of return…a choice is reversible, a decision is irreversible…as living…as loving…we are never ready for joy or for blue…for a kindly gesture or a heart hurt…I am a man of action…I am not a man of reaction…despite my personal limitations…I can tell you from the deep of my heart, no matter what life can be…living is the motif of living as loving is the motif of loving…even if you feel you are not ready to be a mother…I feel your loving motherhood voicing loudly…you feel that I guess there’s not exist mother’s instinct, but loving mother surrender…all of us come from a woman…and when love guides, that woman turn on a mother through the man that loves her…a father cares the mother of the baby…after the baby too…and the baby loves you always…no mater what does happen…no matter about future and the last goodbye…some day I will say my last goodbye to this world…all of us…and even if i can not measure life, life is short…loving is for ever…so, my loved daughter, let love guides you…no matter where loving guide me, you and all the people…loving is an ever sentiment, a concrete sentiment, a concrete movement…and on the road…for the long high way…loving remains even if love itself goes by…I feel this way…that is my way…so, listen to me, but utmost, listen to your heart…loving is an ever and lasting joyful surrender…my dear daughter, nobody is ready, nor me…I let loving be my path…listen to me…listen to your soul, you are full of love, joyful dear…share love is all…from your father…I want to tell, I need to tell you: I am always in love with your mother, with you, and your sister…the grandchildren… even after the last goodbye…with my father and mother… and in endless  loving.  My warm regards, my warm embrace…there are many ways to stay together…and, so, my tears drops falling on the airport lounge I still can tell her, whispering: no matter if every meeting is a farewell…we are never ready to be in loving, just love!!!